I just stopped by on a random visit to find a picture of myself sitting on the front page of the site.

I have been going through a heavy set of changes lately, including changes in the domestic arrangement of my intimate relationship. It has been quite a roller-coaster ride which i am just beginning to level off from.

It has been a great challenge for me to deal with my life lately, and the amount of energy i have been putting into my music, has become an issue affecting my actual physical survival in this world.

I am a graduated music student, who has been stuck in a rut unable to move toward my goals of musical success, and domestic success. Spending the last two months as an example, toting tonnes of gravel at construction sites, or unloading heavy loads from trucks.

As of a number of days ago, as all of the emotional shite hit the fan, an opportunity to change the above described situation arrived.

I have since then been frantically using every moment available to me to try and solidify this opportunity, find a new place of residence, and also maintain what is left of a relationship worse for wear.

old yeller needed to be put down as they say, and it has been quite a personal challenge to see that this is change that is good for mine and friends love for one another as well as a launching pad to some kind of positive financial goals.

There really is no way for me to thank you(whoever is truly responsible), and the community for this honour.